It's over.

Brad and I broke up. I asked him what was going on exactly and we fought (kind of) again about our fight over Labor Day weekend. Finally, he said he felt we were on different wave lengths, and I didn't want to fight anymore, so I just asked him where we could meet up so I could get season 1 & 2 of Grey's and he could get his t-shirt back. We're meeting Wednesday, after work in Tri-County. He's off so I'll just go straight from work.

I'm totally sad. I know it's for the best (I truly do) but I realllllllly liked this guy. I REALLY liked him. Maybe I jumped the gun a little and it all happened too fast. Who knows? I'm sad it's over.

No men for awhile. I can't handle another disappointment or let down. I don't have any hard feelings towards Brad, believe it or not but it wasn't going to work.

I just wish I could have what everyone else has. But, I have a great support system in my select family and friends, a good job, a new apartment...I have things to focus on and be thankful for. I'll allow myself a day or two to feel sad about it and then I'll pull myself up, like I always do, and just move on.

Besides, now I can flirt with SGT Steve and not feel bad about it. (Even though he's dating someone and is going back to Iraq in 3 weeks.) *giggle*