Sweet dreams are made of.....what?

Please hold while I have a a super tired, super annoyed meltdown.

I'm so tired. I think I have literally slept maybe 10-12 this.entire.week. Yes, that's right, it's Thursday and since Sunday night, I have maybe gotten 3-5 hours each night. I'm exhausted. My entire body aches, my head hurts, my eyes hurt...but yet, I cannot sleep.

I go to bed, I toss, I turn, I fall asleep, wake up in an hour wide awake....it's an endless circle.

It doesn't seem to matter how early or late I go to bed, I lay there for awhile, blinking at the dark ceiling and then, I finally fall asleep. 1-2 hours later, I wake up, wide awake and staring at the dark room. I'll roll over, rearrange, get comfy and....nothing. I lay there, blinking. I close my eyes, willing myself back to sleep and .... nothing. So, I roll over again, rearrange....nothing. I finally turn on the TV and watch it until my eyes get heavy and I'm sleepy again.

I feel like I'm about to have a break down. I'm so exhausted. And my head hurts so bad. So, am I feeling sorry for myself? Yes. Am I super cranky? Yes. Am I just this close to tears? Yes.

So, forgive me for today.