Letter to Steve.

So, after what I considering one of the best weeks in a long time, I was stood up on Saturday and have not heard a word from a guy who just called himself my "boyfriend" on Thursday night. I spent almost all Saturday night and yesterday in tears.

I hate this. I truly do not understand what's so wrong with me that I can't find a decent guy. Am I being punished? I am still really upset. I sent a few text messages and tried to call him on Saturday. Not one word back. I feel so so so stupid.

I wrote him the below on POF - though I'm sure it'll be deleted and he won't read it. Here's hoping he does.

Steve,

I don’t even know if you’ll read this, I hope that you do.

I’m hoping that you are okay and that nothing terrible has happened to you or the kids.

What happened? Is everything you said a lie? Did you get cold feet? Am I stupid for believing what you told me?

I’ve gone over and over this last week, trying to figure out if I did or said something to make you go away like this. I can’t come up with a thing. Everything seemed fine on Friday and then it’s like, you fell off the planet.

I know we don’t know each other that well and things seemed to happen rather quickly but I never pegged you for a player or a liar. This very much seems like the cowards way out.

I really like you and I thought that you were different. I’m hoping maybe you just got scared and needed a few days. I don’t know. And I probably never will. I won’t contact you again, after this. I just wanted to tell you that I do care about you and I meant everything I said.

I hope you find whatever it is you’re looking for.