It’s been 6 years today since you left us. I miss you every.single.day. There is not a day that goes by that I don’t think about you, think of something I’d like to tell you or show you….well, you get the point.
I’ve not been all that great about visiting you at the cemetery. I’m sure you understand. It’s so hard to go there now. You are both gone.
I moved out of mom’s house finally. I’ve been in my own apartment for over a year. I wish you were here so I could have you over. And I started school, just a few weeks ago. I know you’d be proud of me.
I feel like there are so many things you’ve missed since you left but then again, things are still the same. I’m still single which I know you always thought was “weird.” Maybe someday I’ll find the right guy for me.
I’m still at Amstan. It’ll be 14 years in January, can you believe it? I remember when I called you and told you that I got the job. You were really happy for me.
I miss you so much. I know you’re in a better place and you’re not in pain or suffering anymore. I know it’s completely selfish that I want you to still be here.
I love and miss you so much. I hope you’re happy and loved where you are. Please hug grandma for me. Tell her I love her and miss her just as much. You two were so extremely important to me.
There are lots of people that have joined you in the past year or so. Some of them I’ve known and loved, some of them I haven’t, could you please check in on them? Make sure that they are okay?
I’m going to the cemetery today to see you. I know it’ll be the same, I'll cry and talk to you for awhile. I think I’ll take some fall like flowers. I know how much you loved the colors of fall.
I love you so much and I miss you.
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