I really love that Brad is able to stay with me. I do. I feel like such a rotten person for saying this but the snoring is KILLING me. I wake up several times a night to hear the chainsaw sound, I'm able to move him (to his side usually) and things will get better for awhile. Then, he'll change positions or end up on his back and it starts allllllllllllllll over again. Or, I'll wake up and the chainsaw sound is right in my ear (or neck) because he's pulled me close to him and is now killing any and all brain cells I have with his very loud snoring.
To top if off, this morning I woke up, with barely enough room to move. I woke up, sat up, shifted and realized that Brad was practically on top of me and I was a split second away from toppling over the edge of the bed. I shoved him over (I'm mean in the morning, well, okay, I'm mean when I've had about 4 hours of sleep each night) and he's all "I was just trying to snuggle." Well, snuggle with someone else! I want to go back to sleep! And not on the edge of the bed! He apologized all over himself and snuggled into me, promply falling back to sleep with the chainsaw sound.
I've been up since around 4:30 this morning. After the "edge of the bed" incident, I couldn't get back to sleep and all I could hear was the snoring sound, coming from the other side of the bed. I'm extremely cranky. I ended up getting out of bed at 5:30, went downstairs, got a drink and grumbled to Toby about how tired I was. Brad ended up following me downstairs about 5 minutes later, begging me to come back to bed until it was time to get up. I seriously wanted to punch him in the face.
He needs to go home. I feel like we're spending way too much time together and it's too early in the relationship for me to feel like I want to smother him with a pillow. I know I only feel this way because I'm not sleeping and I'm hella cranky. And if I don't get a full nights rest, it's going to get worse.
We talked about going to the art museum tomorrow to start our "Go See Do" adventure but I just want to SLEEP, all friggin' day. So, I'm going to talk to him today. He's got a party he's got to go to tonight in Cincinnati. It seems kind of stupid for him to come all the way back out here when he's soooo close to his apartment. Maybe, he could stay at home tonight and come back out tomorrow night. I need sleep, damn it.
On a non-homicidal note: I met with Joanie (Cindy's friend) last night and we discussed her signing up to sell Scentsy. I'm so excited and so is she. She has to see what her budget will allow so it will be next week probably before she signs up. She was so nice and she's got an ADORABLE son. He's just the cutest thing and soooo sweet. Her husband is hysterical and total hillbilly. She's got a nice family and the cutest little house. I'm very excited to have her join my team. I think we'll be great friends. I think this will help motivate me as well. I want to send out team letters and offer incentives and be a good leader. I'm excited to do this again. I think my team now (Tina, Jennifer and Joanie) will be much more receptive to ideas and incentives and team meetings.
I feel like I'm falling asleep at my desk. Must.Get.More.Coffee.
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