In the moment.

I'm totally trying to keep living in the moment instead of over analyzing any of this.

I have met probably the most amazing man I've met in a long time. It's an odd feeling for me. And you know what? Right now, in this moment, I am totally crazy about him.

He makes me laugh. He's sweet and funny and smart and he totally gets me. He hasn't left my side since Thursday (with a brief interruption on Sunday night when I had to sleep ALONE!) and it's killing me to think I won't see him again until probably Tuesday or Wednesday.

He told me Friday night that he's falling for me, after he brought me a dozen roses and woke me up with one of them (and kisses to my face).

Last night, he called me panicked (he hit a pole in the parking garage with his car, scrapped up the side and almost tore off the mirror), he was totally freaking out, on the brink of a meltdown (he's so much like me) and by the time he got to me, he was a nervous wreck. His brand new car, all scratched up and no money to fix it. I made him some food, got him calmed down and we watched Better Off Ted (really funny show) after that. He said that I make him less anxious.

Sarah keeps telling me to be happy in the moment, not to look into the future. So, that's what I'm doing. I'm being honest with him about my insecurities and I find myself slowly opening up to him about everything in my life. He knows about David, my dad, my brother....he's looked at pictures of Cindy, the boys, Sarah, Ben...he wants to meet my mother, he's offered me his sofa for my apartment....

Is this too good to be true?