Sigh

So, okay, I'm kind of bummed today. It doesn't look like I'm going to get the house. The woman who owns it, won't come down anymore, she dropped the price about $900 but that's it. Her realtor told my realtor that she really would like between 75 & 77 thousand. Well, $73,500 is really the highest I can go and that puts me at the top of my price range. I could financially afford to go that high but then I'd have like NO money. It would leave me like $289 extra for the month. That's really tight and I'm just not comfortable doing that.

I had just already mentally kind of moved in and Sarah was talking about coming out and Jake was excited to cut my grass....it's just majorly disappointing. I told Ron to give me until today to think about my final offer ($73,500). So, I thought about it, slept on it and I'm going to walk away. Oh well. There are better houses out there for me. I was just really planning on that $8,000 to help me out and that ends on the 30th of this month. It looks like I'll just have to start saving my money so I can afford to get something after the tax rebate ends. *sigh*

Everything happens for a reason and for some reason, I'm not supposed to be in this house.

Positive for yesterday: I had a nice dinner with dad.